"Shout, shout, let it all out
These are the things I can do without
C'mon, I'm talking to you
C'mon"
As I relive the past and think about those I've traveled through this life with, I realize that even though someone of them have hurt me, betrayed me, left me alone, etc, without them I wouldn't be where I am today.
I'm getting better, my anger isn't as bottled up and I can see things from different perspectives.
But in all honesty, I've never been able to tell those people how they really made me feel so I figure as part of the healing I'd sum it all up with a few lines of song followed with a statement.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah
What you doin' to me?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
What you want from me?
Yeah, yeah, yeah
What you doin' to me?
What you want from me?
You're just fucking killing me!"
"Psycho Killer
Qu'est-ce que c'est
Fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa fa far better
Run run run run run run run away"
"You say you love me, you love me again
But if you love me, where have you been?
You say you need me more than anyone else, well go to hell!
Where have you been?
No way! You wish! I don't need this!
What makes you think I'd ever want you again?
Yeah right! As if! I don't need this!
What makes you think I'd ever want you again?"
"I lay my head on the railroad tracks
And wait for the double E
But the Railroads don't run no more
Poor, poor pitiful me"
Ah, that's better.
Now then for the statement...
I have no anger or ill will towards any of you. You've all turned me into the person I am today. And to be quite honest I sorta like me. So for that I thank you. And for future reference, if you ever need anything, if there's anything I can do to help you....FUCK OFF.
